Today mark the 4th day at work... getting more and more emotional!

Just feeling not very right within the team... somehow I wonder that I am working so hard bcoz I need to give my children what they want and need! I try to perform at work and try to help the team as much as I can... but I dunno what exactly had happened in office when I was away and I dunno why is that my boss had like suddenly change and this person seems to be like close to me had become like a stranger now... We had nothing much to say and is all work and is send across via email.

I tell myself is alright... and soon is Friday and I shall look forward to it! Although I will get busy next week but at least I am still looking forward to contribute my part to the team!

Anyway, I am considering whether I should stay on to work or spend time with my kids... I am trying to find ways like how to earn extra income which can still let me stay at home...

I try to communicate with my hubby and seems like if I don't work will really affect him and we will be in very tight budget... he also mentioned to me that, if I am not working I will not be able to go for any holiday bcoz we do not have spare cash to do so... so am I ready to give up $ and to spend quality time with my kids?

I think I am not fully prepared I guess!